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Dance

THE INVISIBLE HAND

Choreographed and performed by Clara Carter-Klauschie

Music: "The Fool You Need (Enough of Me)" by Son Lux

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I choreographed “The Invisible Hand” for the Hamilton High School Winter Dance Concert. Now that I've wrapped my final performance, I realize just how large it has loomed over the last few months of my life (no pun intended). It wrecked my back (very much so a fault of my own). Repeating the choreography felt at times haunting and in others entirely comforting -- akin to cohabiting with the ghost of my childhood imaginary friend. Each time I performed this piece (likely over 30 times), the movement came out just a bit different. Small improvised transitions altered its flow, contributing to the intricacy of certain sections. There’s a unique form of privacy and ownership over the story and its physical translation I derive from this ability to constantly change choreography, which cannot easily subsist through the process of teaching others. A result of this freedom, I was able to follow my choreographic intuition, spending endless, very sweaty hours just improvising to the music and adding new flourishes with each rehearsal. 

 

My process of generation, while informed by Son Lux’s “The Fool You Need (Enough of Me),” actually began without music. I decided to, in the spirit of interdisciplinary art, write a poem as the grounding language of my movement (see below this reflection). Written language and the language that is dance have always felt intrinsically coupled, first joined by my love of writing about dance and deriving choreographic inspiration from lyricism. As I’ve become increasingly immersed in the writing and memorization of poetry, I’ve experienced even more poignant parallels. In the process of memorizing a poem for a recent open mic, I found myself shifting phrasing and pacing continuously. I had to stop myself the day before the event, afraid I might have memory troubles simply from the sheer number of times I’d made alterations. Dance holds a similar fluidity. And although this experience of constant change may appear to be at the very least a nuisance, and at the very worst, a hindrance to expression, I’ve come to see it as an asset. 

 

Dancing and writing are two forms of expression that thrive on revision. This is not entirely common in the art world. You cannot easily backspace and reinvent part of a painting, nor quickly re-choreograph one section of a sculpture. Dance, writing, and, now that I’m thinking of it, music, only assume permanence once they are captured (published, performed, released). In fact, they never have to be finalized if the artist wishes for them to continue maturing, or, perhaps, devolving. Now, there are varying views on whether or not endless revision actually degrades quality by weeding out initial artistic instinct, but I choose to believe that as long as it feels productive for an artist to revise, the practice remains worthwhile. 

 

And after all that tangential exploration, I’d like to finally address the narrative of the piece. It’s about capitalism – but I’m sure that’s already abundantly clear to anyone who’s seen it (please read in sarcastic voice). Adam Smith, Scottish economist/philosopher and the “father” of modern capitalism, created the metaphorical concept of the “invisible hand.” In essence, he stated that the pursuit of self-interest within a free market would broadly benefit society, as if propelled by an unseen influence. Smith believed that competition would naturally result in the proper distribution of resources and wealth, eliminating any need for government intervention in the marketplace. 

 

It is no secret that Smith’s vision is a pipe dream, and, worse, the place of origin for the complex mixture of capitalism, violence, and deceit in which America is steeped. As we struggle to stay afloat in this potent stew, it’s plain to see that the endless desire for competition and the toxic speed of innovation detriment all. Through movement, I aimed to encapsulate the moral degradation resulting from this pursuit, embodying an individual intensely compelled to “succeed.” 

 

I chose Son Lux’s “The Fool You Need (Enough of Me)” because it feels like a near-perfect match for this sense of desperation, made even more congruent by its lyrics. Though I won’t embark on an in-depth analysis, I will say that “playing the fool” is feeding into the system of competition and systemic hierarchy, all while harboring a deeply buried awareness of your growing moral decrepitude. Though this “fool” is the lifeblood of our broken capitalist system, we all beg to play the fool, disregarding our power as a collective to dismantle the web of oppression. I’d like to clarify that I’m not underestimating the difficulty of sparking a Marxist uprising, but rather, acknowledging the hypothetical possibility of turning a prevailing power dynamic on its head and, perhaps, finding a semblance of agency.

 

Through my written and physical explorations, I’ve redefined the invisible hand as the toxic desire for success and dominance within a capitalist society. It becomes the product of an external, often invisible socializer, and a part of ourselves, often disguised as healthy ambition. By no means do I claim to exist independently from the system I criticize.

If nothing else, I hope this made you think!

 

Read into the poem below as you will. 

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You and Yours

By Clara Carter-Klauschie

 

Calluses pressed to my back

Our conjoinment is

objectively, anatomically, 

abrasively correct

 

My spine is a lever

and when it presses, I speak his objective

into the stomach

and throw up the future

 

Then swallow.

 

I enter the chasm

Deceived to think it is my oasis 

An under-echelon to conquer 

and trudge upon 

 

But it has already consumed the green

And though we try to press at the neck

Please, eject

We are choking

eachother

Purging our innocence


 

I will be triumphantly docile 

Take me away so I might fit your form

Fill myself with your silver promises


 

My insides calcify

into stalactites

 

Broken off

They remake my skeleton


Let me be impaled by the objective

A collocate to the top rung

Dynastic transplant

 

I must be corrupted

So I can be corrupt

 

Taken

I have been taken

Thank you

I am you 

and yours

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HeavY Balloon

Choreography by Clara Carter-Klauschie

Music: "Heavy Balloon" by Fiona Apple

 

Featuring:

Clara Carter-Klauschie (splitting center, front row)

Seqouia Gibson (splitting center, back row)

Anaya Sanders (far right, front row)

Keira Lacount (far left, back row)

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“Heavy Balloon” is a piece I choreographed for the Fall 2024 Hamilton High School Dance Concert. It relies heavily on the songwriting and thematic arc of Fiona Apple's “Heavy Balloon,” off of Fetch the Bolt Cutters (2020). 

 

Fetch the Bolt Cutters is among my favorites of Apple’s albums, but I’d previously choreographed only to The Idler Wheel… and Extraordinary Machine. Recorded during the COVID pandemic within Apple’s house, it has a beautifully homemade quality, presenting a completely distinct and texturally rich jumping-off point for choreography. 

 

After three rounds of auditioning this piece, all my fellow dance classmates had “I spread like strawberries, I climb like peas and beans” permanently wedged in their minds, along with the pulsing, percussive beat characteristic of “Heavy Balloon.” I believe quite a few new Fiona fans were formed along the way – quite the win! 

 

I ultimately choreographed this piece to embody chaotic power, freeing the aquifer of energy often stored just beneath the surface. But this release never impels a resolution. I do not believe true freedom is ever experienced within the dance; even in moments of chaos, energy is always “busting at the seams,” leaving the act of liberation unfinished. Our movements have a certain sharpened dullness, intended to convey this unrest. Through my eyes, the piece is cyclical, with every expressed bit of energy being eventually recaptured. The movements are intended to mimic a bent piece of wire. Round edges and sharp points, perhaps painstakingly cut from a larger coil of wire by a very dull pair of bolt cutters (you see what I did there). A certain rigidity within fluidity. A quick-to-dissipate power that momentarily threatens all onlookers with its poky ends. 

 

As I return to “Heavy Balloon,” I do, as always, wish that I could revise it, figuratively bending the wire to change formations, timing, and technical mistakes. In this concert format, the version on camera never seems to quite capture the essence of the work. The inherent nature of my crafting dances for performance is that they only truly exist a few times, in a few forms. Both permanent and fleeting. 

 

Though I struggle to accept this inability to rework, I find it productive to think of each piece as merely a snapshot from a broader collection of dances. Through this lens, one piece is never a finished product. I could even, hypothetically, edit together many fragments of my past routines and craft a collaged film that I might enjoy more than any one of the pieces on their own. 

 

Ultimately, my experience of dance has consistently supported one truth: works resonate differently when observed than when physically experienced. That is the source of my self-critique. I am always comparing the product I watch back to the experience of performance, which is consistently more intense and fulfilling. So with that long-winded preface placed on the table, I hope you enjoy “Heavy Balloon” and experience even a fraction of what performance felt like.

THE CORRIDOR

Choreography, Production, and Performance by Clara Carter-Klauschie

Filming and Editing by Matt Klauschie

Music: "Every Single Night" by Fiona Apple

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“The Corridor” is a dance film I created 4 years ago, in 7th grade, prompted by a quarantine-era assignment for my dance class. Our task was to create a piece of choreography that told a clear story; the angst of pre-teen life, my love for Fiona Apple’s songwriting, and extensive filming + editing by my dad produced this 2-minute film. To this day, it is one of my favorite dances I have ever choreographed. I thought it relevant to revisit my written reflection on this piece, typed on April 30th of 2021. In it, I describe the film’s narrative: I drift into a warped world of my subconscious, trying and failing to evade the issues of everyday life. Moving from location to location, through the corridors of my mind, I am in search of freedom. At every turn, reminders of dark realities rear their ugly heads. Out of this lengthy search grows an addiction to detachment from reality. I can no longer exist outside of this nightmarish world. Now, I thirst for feeling -- even if that feeling is pain. In Apple's words, “I just wanna feel everything.” 

 

I’d like to clarify that at 12 years old, my experience with emotion was by no means this twisted. I’ve always used art, particularly the art of dance, to embody emotions that demand utter commitment to an intense character. In some cases, that character is an exaggerated version of myself. In others, it is completely fabricated. Whether rooted in fact or fiction, dance is always a creative and emotional outlet for me. Each time I revisit this piece, I am transported back into that hallway, consumed by the intensity and apprehension of performance. This rawness lives with me, buried deep inside. Dance provides access to the emotions that I cannot express outside of movement. 

 

I clearly remember the hours of choreography, retaking shots, and obsessing over footage, all in an attempt to communicate my vision on screen. The final result owes much to circumstance: if I hadn’t been tasked with filming at home, this particular vision might never have come to life. Today, as I continue to create and perform pieces in a similarly dark vein, I aim to embody truly complex characters. I still turn to “The Corridor” for inspiration, looking past the questionable nature of my technique and my choice in tights (far too tan for those socks) to access the raw emotion. So, with all that said, I hope you enjoy watching it!

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